If you haven't, I'd recommend reading the 9 'Christ Letters' (not to be confused by the book The Christ Letters). Mind-blowing. For those who find it disturbing, I recommend you read it as if it is a fiction book / purely for entertainment. Those who are ready/open to it, will feel very deeply a knowing that it is true (for them - not saying it has to be 'the one and only truth' for everyone.) https://linktr.ee/thechristletters